whatever

last nite

greg - "look at you, you're wearing all trackie dacks!"
me - *pauses and thinks bitterly* "does it really matter.. ?"

i kept repeating myself.. and realised ive never been in such a place that has commented more about my clothing than [...]

i vented this on the spot.. expressions changed. Maybe they felt my bitterness..

today

i was feeling pretty crap this morning just reflecting, AGAIN.. i really gotta start reading again to get my mind off things. Just listening to music doesnt help..

and just then i thought about in the past few weeks that it seems ive picked up some attributes from some close friends.. i started to really question ppl further on their thoughts (and i really enjoy this vice versa as it really helps a lot to get to know how people think, rather than a 1 word answer).. as how friend A has done.. and ive started to have a real whinge on things that dont seem right and need changing.. coming from friend B..

i look forward to 2moro.. meet up with the SCAC's and meet up old workmates at Fuj..

/end rant