clubbing with christians

i love this foto. A foto to remember..

Hygiene

as some of you know, Seinfeld has been my fav show of all time on TV surpassing simpsons. Simpsons held its ground till early highschool. But its the stupidity of the jokes that makes me love this show and the dramas they get up to.

Today at work in the toilet something reminded me of a Seinfeld episode. Jerry is in the toilet and the father of the girl he's dating is the chef of the restaurant. The father says to Jerry before leaving the toilet that he'll cook him a special meal. The father leaves the toilet without washing his hands and to Jerry's amazement he is shocked.

Now today in the toilet i thought of this episode as i had seen someone pass out without washing their hands.

Random. Yes.

bored

this morning i felt really bored. i derno wat hit me but i felt VERY bored. somewhat empty inside as well. maybe its been the few weeks where it has just flew.. maybe its this selfless feeling.

ive felt pretty flatline these past 2weeks. its def a comedown. me thinks so much of PES b4 bed hasnt helped either..on a plus side the Lord has still kept me in there telling people about his Son. Felt pretty negative about a brother today as well which didnt help either.. i thought this negativity had gone away but it seems im gonna have to deal with it and speak to him about it.

ive been trying to rest in the Lord too. im looking forward to the w/end.

week 2

Last night i went out to visit this dude i know from Snooker. The one i had earlier shared my faith with. Him calling it blind faith. Last night i then gave him my snooker example.. the one where say you know someone that is able to pull off at least 30points in a game..and the next question is..do you have faith in them to pull off at least another 30?

Is this still blind faith? You've seen the evidence for it all. One of my friends there understood where i was getting at though.

How about trust then. Is that much difference to having faith? I asked him if he ever had faith in somebody or trust and he said he never had it. I thought it was pretty sad to hear that (but this was his point of view of course). In my position for my very close friends I have trust in them as ive known them well enough to put my faith and trust in them not because I want to see something happen but because I know it will happen through experiences with them.

This is why I still believe.

random

today i was just thinking how God has been answering my prayers. Funny one time. I was going through a phase where i was getting tired of people's one word answers..with the classic "how was your week?"..

reply - "Good!" and thats it. Silly thing also was i had hardly known these people..so i think people that i told about my problem of these "one word answers" got the impression that i was expecting people to give me "full" answers.

But then there was one time where someone told me their "full" week where they spent all up around 10mins explaining their week. Hilarious as it was at the time because it dragged for so long but i felt at the time that God was saying .."Here! Are you happy now? Now stop whinging!" i find it funny now even just typing this. Thanks.

And then at recent times ive been a hypocrite giving one word answers..and at that point i just laugh at my judgemental ways.

Going into deep convos was another issue at the time. And yes. Some people probably thought i was expecting deep convos with everyone. Maybe they couldnt see where i was coming from. I understood what they were telling me. I just wanted to encourage people .. and then He answered yet again. Blessing me.

And funny that.. i wanted to escape. To talk about fun stuff, yet again going back to something i was somewhat against. But all in all.. its been great.

im not a fan of posting up pics of food..as i find it SO played out..but i figured i may as well since my sis went to this effort making food for some friends she offered me some for breaky..

thanks